so... as ive been thinking about wat it looks like to be a full time mom - it's been hard to think optimistically. i imagine myself confined to the house doing house chores and tied to a baby.
today, tho, praise God, i had a revelation. y not use this opportunity to draw closer to God. today, i found much joy in worshipping with noah while he was awake. i played worship music on pandora and had noah wave his arms while i sang :) not bad if this was half my day.
i pray i can be faithful and thankful for this time at home. before, i was thinking about getting back to school or work asap but... im thinking to chill out about it and take my time if i can. maybe start thinking or looking in august - give myself a 6mo transition period. i should have a better hang of things by then.
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